#i LOVE THEM ok this is not a chex hating moment but everything that church did to her was MEAN | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

fischiee · 5 months ago

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i was watching the end of s9 for reasons and honestly it really gets me how tex is literally BEGGING church not to say goodbye!!

i mean!!!

like this is not her sounding composed or put together or flippant like we get a lot from her, she is genuinely distressed at the idea that church might be trying to sever their ties in that way

she’s panicked at the idea that they’re about to die and her last moments with him will be him disrespecting everything that he made her to be that she is

she may have loved him but she knew deep down that she couldn’t trust him, not after he was the one to bring her back and force her to live her cursed half life

#i LOVE THEM ok this is not a chex hating moment but everything that church did to her was MEAN #EXCEPT for when he let her go!!!#a lot of people try and tell me that him being the one to forget her is just another sexist moment of tex’s life is… i mean fair #but also!! tex’s WHOLE storyline is based in sexism!! she has absolutely no agency outside of church and church’s storyline #she exists only to be his girlfriend and further his storyline by dying again and again in front of him #SHES NOT EVEN HER OWN CHARACTER!!! she is - LITERALLY - a fragment of him broken off unable to ever be whole without him #AND SO #church saying that ‘he’ forgets her and that ‘he’ is letting her go while it doesn’t actually give her any agency #it returns her to where she SHOULD BE!!#WHICH IS DEAD!!!#she could not die without him refusing to bring her back bc otherwise it wouldn’t be death it would be a waiting period for him #anyway her restoration ending was way better but i do really think that church letting her go at the end of s9 was a mercy #and an act of love on his part #but this!!!!!#this moment made me tear up shes literally like breathless #and she wants him so badly to not fuck up this moment together #bc it’s not that she’s afraid of dying -she’s done it so many times by now- it’s that she’s afraid of what he might do #agony agony agony agony agony #rvb #red vs blue #agent texas #leonard church #rvb tex #rvb church #rvb chex

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